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That all sounds really good! While I'm a bit busy with other writing on another website to really write within your universe on my own, I'm available for collaboration! I went and skimmed the first chapter of Sister In Law (planning a full read later) and I have to say you really seem to know your stuff. The bit about a buxom black girl dating guys who are only interested in her ass and won't play with her breasts is actually quite common. A lot of buxom girls find guys they date aren't interested in playing with their breasts. I also have to commend you for the idea of a lesbian letting a guy play with her breasts as reward for things, since it shows you're very aware that some lesbians ARE okay with certain sexual acts with men for personal reasons, rather than 100% of all lesbians treating intimacy with men as a no-exceptions taboo.
I'm in my early 30s and I DO have an official diagnosis, which I acquired when I was just a small child, and my mom was always open with me about it. I of course don't begrudge self-diagnosis, especially when it can be VERY obvious and mental health care is so expensive in the USA. I'm generally pretty good about faking not having Autism, but it's always people who have experience with other people with Aspergers who can tell I have it.
What I like about your stories is how they strike a balance between realism and porn logic. For me, obsession with porn stories being hyperrealistic is a detriment to the genre. What I enjoy is that your stories aren't realistic, but they're not screwball porn logic either. The characters act reasonably with personal motivations and the events move naturally in a way that is very good on suspension of disbelief. It's also nice to see women of color be given focus in fiction. Most fiction either tries to treat people of color as non-existent or only makes them men. Even in media that has interracial couples, it's usually the woman who's white with a man of color. Admittedly, I'm not black, I'm Asian-American, but I'm interested in fiction with female leads or female love interests who simply aren't white in general. And I like how, despite your self-admitted hyper focus on black women, you don't outright objectify them being black. Too often you see things like big black cock porn reduce black men down to basic props or stereotypes, but you really focus on these characters being people, rather than standees that the sets move around or Nilla wafers just meant to push the kink. I'm someone who really cares about the passion and thought that writers put into their work and how erotica can be written without the writer simply jerking off onto a page, posting it online, and demanding others be grateful for it. I tend to prefer more lighthearted tones in my erotica, but the fact you clearly put so much care into your work means I enjoy the more firm-yet-fair tones you go for.